Well I'm feeling down :(

I'm just getting to that place right now where I don't feel like we are going to have a kid at all. We have been trying to for almost 2 years. We are still fairly young too. I am just over putting so much into tracking my cycles and tracking everything that in have to do. Then also my hubby still won't go get himself checked out. I really think that he does not want to do it and it may be the reason why we are not getting pregnant. There are so many possibilities though of why we have been without child but I'm getting to the place where we need to start spending money to see what the results are. I want to have a baby like yesterday. Please pray and give some advice would be great!!!!