Heart broken 😭😒

Dani β€’ IVF txf 10/31/16, 11/9/16 BFP!! MMC 12/18/16. 2/18 4.5 week chem. IVF txf 2 5d embies 4/24/18, preggo with rainbow fraternal twins!! EDD 1/6/19 πŸ€°πŸΌπŸ’•πŸ™πŸ»

We had transvaginal ultrasound today, 8 weeks. The tech struggled to find the hb this time (u/s at 6.6 weeks and hb of 130) and so he zoomed in on the screen and my husband and I saw his face turn grim...there was no heartbeat this time!! My heart shattered into pieces. The baby actually looked like a baby as it had grown from just a week ago...so something happened recently that it had stopped suddenly. We're beyond devastated...our ivf miracle is going to be taken from us now at 8 weeks. I'm numb, angry, and sad questioning everything that we could've done differently. We decided to wait a few days and return Monday for another sono, if I haven't started bleeding by then...then it will be final and we'll have to make a heart wrenching decision of how to move on from this ordeal. Please say prayers for us...I know it'll take a miracle and we're probably just prolonging the inevitable but I have to try to find some solace. If anyone has experienced the same and went along with a healthy pregnancy, I would love to hear that for encouragement. Thanks for reading and baby dust to everyone. πŸ’”

Update: we had our follow up sono today and it's officially over in our pregnancy and we are mourning the loss of our lil baby. We're trying to get the d&c scheduled for Friday so we can try to move on quickly...gotta pick ourselves up and try try again. I just wanted to say thanks for everyone's kind words and prayers. My husband and I appreciate it so much. Baby dust and blessings to everyone. πŸ˜˜πŸ’–