When i rains it friggin pours 😭

Sept, my husband lost his ok paying job because the company purchased a machine instead

Oct, we had to cancel our 3 year old birthday party because we couldnt afford it

Nov, i broke my knee, my toddler got croup

Now what are we 7 days into december, our health insurance ran out, assistance sent us a letter saying they closed our file because we make too much money (apparently 1100 for a family of 4 is too much), i got strep throat, sinus infection and a double ear infection and cant afford my antibiotics, tonight both our phones got disconnected, and i dont think santa is going to be paying my kids a visit this year 😥

i dont think iv ever been so depressed in my life, i just want to cry all the time but im trying to be strong for my kids, when they go to bed at night i just sit in my bed and bawl until i cant cry anymore