What do i do...?

Hiya,

Been considering asking for all your advice for a while now and decided i should just have faith and spill what i feel is an awful secret of mine.

About a year ago i was involved in a snowboard/skier collison in france. (I am the snowboarder) This entailed said skier, plowing straight into me from the front, with his legs going either side mine. He hit me with such force i was knocked out( did save me an awkward moment with the french doctor though) however his skis and ski boots hit straight onto my vagina with much force causing injury to my vagina and surrounding skin. I am now left with ugly scar tissue and ruptures all across my vagina. It has no medical dangers as i got checked out however it has caused many horribly situations with partners.

I am not that ashamed of it any more because its oart of me and my beauty however my partners always seem it be put off... i have tried to pre-warn people before however that was a massive turn off and we never ended up doing anything other than kissing. When I dont tell people they seem shocked and dont want to do anything any more.

Does anyone have any ideas about how better to handle relationships and this delicate matter???

Thanks you Axxx