Crush😊😩😔

Vanessa
Ok so I have a crush on a boy in my school. It's not just a random crush, he works with my uncle, and he is being raised by his aunt and uncle and my mom knows them. He is so cute, I love her personality, everything about him is just so perfect. I have two classes with him and every time I see him I get butterflies. But there are two big things in the way. 1- he has a girlfriend they have been together 2 years, and 2 he is 18(I'm 15). I know that there is no possibility that we could be together but it still breaks my heart. I am heartbroken and there's nothing I can do about it. I know I'm crazy for even liking him considering the situation but I was wondering what I could do to make myself happy again.Â