Can't get over the Ex that I hate

Macey • ❤️-Love God-❤️
I met a guy in July but I was visiting family in a different state so we decided to try a long distance relationship... he claimed that he was a Christian and seemed really genuine... and then I got so caught up in the moment that we started sexting. Eventually I relized that I wasn't ok with this so I broke up with him. Then I started feeling really guilty and hated myself. And the thing is he didn't even care when I wanted to break up with him. He just let me go without a fight. And now it's months later and I'm still hung up on him! How do I get over this guy that I hate so much but can't get any closure from the way we ended it?