had to vent. sorry. way long.

Shyla • Boss and savage!!
In August I started talking to an friend. We really hit it off. We were only in the friend zone tho. I'm pretty  sure I loved him, he knew I liked him  a lot. He told my bff (not what u think) that he liked me and his other girl and wasn't sure which one to choose. I found out (he didn't tell me. Bff did) and chewed his ass out. I stopped talking to him. About a monthish I apologised and asked if we could still be friends. He said we could. So we r but just not as good. 
I just saw him today at an anniversary party. I avoided him at first but then stopped cuz some other people I wanted to talk to were around him. I never talked to him. I really wanted to ask him to dance but didn't. I still miss him but I moved in and I'm telling myself that but sometimes it's hard. I trusted him so much and he broke that trust. I would take him back way to quickly. I know I shouldn't but I don't think I could stop/help myself. The worst part is that our families r really good friends. 😰😭😧😡
*****UPDATE******
He texted me Sunday. He said he missed talking to me and that he doesn't remember why we stopped. I think I'm gunna give him a second chance. What is your guys opinion.
If u r gunna dis me. Don't. I don't wanna hear it.