Am I ugly, average or beautiful?

I got called ugly a lot when I was younger, partly because I was overweight. For a long time I believed I was ugly. My Boyfriend and family thinks I'm beautiful, but I don't agree. I think I'm average. There are a lot of people out there who are prettier than me. Also, I have BDD (body dismorphic disorder) and it makes it harder to decide if I'm really ugly or not. What do you all think? Be honest please!