Husband problems

Sj`s Mommy
I caught my husband on Instagram looking at other women. It hurt me really bad, especially since I am extremely overweight and I have PPD. I've talked to him about it but he just says that I'm being "girly". One of the women posted this picture below and was shaming women who are "wife material." I feel so hurt. Why does my husband have a need to look at other women when he has me? I guess I'm just too fat and unattractive.... My family tells me that I won't make him happy unless I lose weight or he might run off with another woman. They don't know that he looks or that he watches porn, though. Is this what is happening? I will say that I hope this bitch gets pregnant and goes through what I've gone through... Only 10 times worse! While he's in there playing around while looking at her, I'm suffering and trying to take care of his child and keep the house clean. He rarely even tells me that I'm beautiful or the house clean. Hell sometimes he don't even notice that I haven't taken a shower. 😥😥😭😭😠😡👿