Just a mind thing?!! 🤔🤔

Have any of yu ever read up on the symptoms of being pregnant and thought yu had all the symptoms of being pregnant...even started to gain a little weight and when yu took the test it was just a BFN !!! 😔 I'm so scared to take a test because I want to be pregnant so bad but I know what the symptoms are and maybe my mind is just playing tricks on me...I'm just tryna wait it out until AF is due which is the 23rd 😩 it's like all that I want..ask and pray for is just not coming to me..sometimes I feel like giving up but I want this to bad to give up..so hopefully this is my month!!! Baby dust to us all 😘