TTC.. But.. Terrified!!?

Hi. Chevy here.. Well, im not really sure how this works but here i go.

I've ALWAYS wanted kids of my own. Taking care of friends and family members kids is ok. But there's nothing like your own.

At 19, i found out i was carring. To say i was happy is an understatement. 4mths in and i wound up in the hospital. I almost died.. The baby was stuck in my tubes.

Now this was the worse feeling in the world and it scared me from ever trying again. Im 29 now and my fiance wants us to try. Im so afraid because i feel like it might not happen. And if it does.. Would i be doomed to a repete?!!? It HAS been 10 WHOLE years with not even a slight chance of me getting pregnant. And i can't help but to think.. I just might NOT be able to anymore...