my first ultrasound tomorrow and I'm petrified!!

After having multiple miscarriages over the past 2 years I am beyond terrified about my first ultrasound tomorrow .. I'm scared they'll tell me the dreadful words of not being able to find a heartbeat... or a sac with no yolk... dear god please don't let this happen to me again because I would not be able to handle it, physically nor emotionally. Please god let this baby stick and let these 9 months pass healthily, happily and normally 🙏🏼 please god do let my heart shatter into a million pieces and bless me with a healthy child to bring happiness and hope into my life again!