I thank you ladies for your advice .. You all gave me the courage to be honest with a guy I really liked .. we talked for 1 month. I spent the night with him twice. We kissed but no other skin to skin contact. I told him the truth last Wednesday and things just haven't been the same. First he was mad that I didn't tell him sooner and ultimately he can't agree to go on this journey with me. I'm sad asf. Bc I really like him, I miss his company and I feel like I'll be alone forever 😭😩