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Ok so im 20 going on 21 next month. I lost at 18. I 've had ten partners most them are guys using me. I thought there was more but mope. Anyways I have not gotten an orgasm from a guy. Its very frustrating. Missy dont even try. I really want to explore more and find the man that'll blow my mind in bed. Moat guys I've had sucks. I just put up a show for them. There were few times I enjoyed the sex. Most were blah. Would I be a slut if I decided to up my number and go for it and find that god in bed? Im scared to go beyond ten but.. im past that now