So apparently my new doctor can't get me in until January 12th, (I'll be around 12 weeks) but I really want to see if my little one has a heartbeat and is healthy before Christmas so we can tell family. So I took matters into my own hands and made an appointment with a private ultrasound tech it's this Saturday and my SO and I are really excited. I'm worried things may not go how I want though (no heartbeat/missed miscarriage) since I've experienced a miscarriage before. I just kinda feel empty these days and my symptoms have gone away so I don't know how to feel. I guess we'll find out Saturday 😊