Fingers crossed.

lovemy🌈baby
So af is due on the 19th. I have been super tired and been nauseous. And feeling bloated. So my fingers are crossed for my miracle rainbow baby. I have had 3 miscarriages over the past 2 years. I have 3 children just hoping and praying for our last little bundle to complete our family. I'm praying to have one last full term(or close) pregnancy. If I have to suffer through another miscarriage then I am getting my tubes tied. I can't handle anymore losses. I'm getting older and really don't feel like trying anymore is going to change anything. So this will be the last time trying. So please say a prayer. One last attempt for my miracle rainbow. Testing in a day or 2.