The waiting game...

Brittany
I'm 8 DPO and getting so anxious. Anyone else in the same situation? Every month I feel like I imagine symptoms and have been trying hard not to so far. Plus I'm having a party tomorrow and feeling anxious/guilty about drinking. 
I just want to have some good news for Christmas. 
Current symptoms:
- Super tired 
- Low sex drive 
- Chunky/watery CM (sorry TMI) 
- Cervix has been very firm...was extremely high but now is a little lower. 
- Twinge cramping randomly