Am I awful for feeling this way?

So many people on my social media are announcing their pregnancies, posting baby bumps, and pictures of their newborns. It's making me so depressed. I just keep thinking "Why is that not me?" Most of the people posting didn't even mean to get pregnant and I'm actually trying. Don't get me wrong I'm happy for them. But I'm also extremely jealous and I don't like feeling this way. I just really want my bfp 😔