So my husband and I are having our son stay the night with his grandparents tonight so we can have a little time to relax and to get a full night sleep. It has been 2 months of waking up multiple times a night to feed and take care of him. I love my little boy to death and would do anything for him. I thought I would really enjoy having a night with my man and getting a good night sleep, but now that he isn't home with us, I feel so guilty and sad that he isn't. I almost feel like a bad mom... This is the first time he has stayed the night elsewhere. His grandparents are great and have done this with our niece and nephew too, so I'm not worried that they will do a bad job. But sometimes I feel like because I'm his mom, I need to do it all and if I don't, it makes me a bad mom or look like i can't do it... I just feel so sad without him right now.