is it okay if i want my bf to slap me because of my mistakes bcz i havent been able to gain his trust.! he hasnt hurt me physically ever but maybe with a slap he ll believe my feelings and get over with the past? idk m so confused

i ddnt cheat on him and they were minor mistake when i was young. he is 6 years elder to me.. and i ddnt realise it would be so bad.. anyway. thank u so much for support. i ve been feelin out of my senses lately😞

and m really sorry if i am being offensive.. i dont mean it at all.. its just that its been so long with him (5+) but he still dsnt trust me and i feel very bad..