Miscarriage in august

I had a miscarriage in august, I was 12 weeks and it broke our hearts. Me and my fiance didnt try again straight away because we were so hurt.

We're getting married on June 10th next year. We've just started trying again for our rainbow baby and I couldn't care less if I'm huge on my wedding day but I've already bought my dress and worried it won't fit and that my grandma who bought it will be upset if I have to change it slightly I love my dress it's gorgeous. But we want a baby so bad!

I'm so confused!