Sorry for cursing but I'm fucking mad right now

Vanessa

So after having a mc 4 months ago, we r ttc again. I'm in my fertile window and my husband knows it. We've been fucking for the last three days and he keeps asking me whether I want him to use a condom.

I obviously tell him no, then he wants to cum on my hands and stuff like that. I ask him why he asks about the condom and he says that he just wants to do it the right day so we can conceive a boy. Then he keeps whispering to my ear through the day that he knows I'm pregnant.

Well, today is the last day of my ovulation window and he's fingering me so nicely and then he starts fucking me and when he's about to cum he pulls out and comes on my ass. I ask him to put it back inside me but he didn't. When he was done I asked why he did that and he said he was just playing. What the fuck is he playing at????

I'm so mad, what the fuck does he want from me? Am I the only one here that wants this baby?

I actually feel played.

I could be a real bitch and not give him a fucking clue about when I'm fertile but I'm getting him involved, the way it should be, but please don't play with me.