So I am 18, and I thought I wouldn't be having my first kiss till I died, but I went out with my friend (we've been talking) tonight and after we went to two stores, we went to his old soccer field and sat in his car and we were talking and such an then he finally pulled my face towards him and we made out for a solid 20 minutes. His lips and tongue were so soft and like I'm surprised I didn't freak out, it took me a while to kiss back tho but man was it hot. He is very touchy and I don't mind so he was grabbing my ass (never had an ass massage before) and it felt good, I am proud of myself because I didn't let his hand go under my bra, and he wanted me to sit over on his lap and I controlled the situation and told me him no and he respected that. And it was chill like we laughed and had small convos in between. I know I made him hard because he told me lol. He also kissed my neck, MAAAN my self control is strong as fuck because I wanted to pounce on him so bad. But yeah. I just wanted to say it because I am very happy. And if you think your first kiss isn't going to happen, think again. :)