Well tomorrow is my 26th birthday am I excited nope why because it's no reason to be... the relationship will my boyfriend is becoming everyday down to g m babe I respond g m than won't here from him till the night time g n babe I respond g n ...🤔....& the sad part is I know he didn't get me anything for my birthday tomorrow & I think that's gonna be our breaking point .i love him yes but I can't talk to him about anything & it sucks because he's kind of all I have now I don't have friends by choice my best friend passed away & my family FORGET IT...so I know I'm in a fucked up relationship I often wonder I'm holding on cuz honestly idk anymore...just feel so alone ....it's depressing & he thinks we're ok yet he has no idea