mc at 6 weeks

I just confirmed yesterday that i lost my 6 week old baby. I cant seem to forget it and i cry all the time. I hope i can move on. I waited for 4 years but to no avail. But i still have hope because it was a surprise i got pregnant last month. So we will do our best to move on and hope to conceive again next year. But even for a short while, i carried our angel with so much love. 😢😢😢😢