Venting!

I'm due Xmas day, and now that it's this week I realized I had accept the fact that my babe may come Xmas or Xmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a>. I'm totally okay with it. However my mother is watching my 2 year old if it should happen. My sister bought a new house and is hosting them for Xmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a> 50 minutes away. I told my mom that I'm already concerned with my health and the babies health and want my boy to be stationary and not driving 50 mins to and fro. I haven't been to my sisters house yet , I already barely trust my mother to sit, my mom is an awful driver, and car crash fatalities increase on Xmas and Xmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a>. Not to mention my mom has only taken him out once in his 2 1/2 yrs of life and that's the only time someone besides my husband and I have driven him, and I haven't ever slept away from him. It's a lot! She basically told me that she has to go to my sisters because it would be rude. I can make other arrangements but it's just so disappointing! This is why I hate asking them for anything. I just want to labor alone and have my husband  stay with my 2year old. I wish I felt confident enough to do it on my own!