TTC 8 months with high cervix

Mallory
We've been trying or 8-9 months. I recently found out my cervix is high and that we need to have sex a certain way. My daughter was conceived in one cycle so I'm emotional about this. All I think about is having another baby. I tested today with a FR 4 days out from my period and it was a BFN. I can't take any more negatives!!