Day 57 of cycle.......ugh

Sarah • ttc jan 2016 - loss 10/25/16 & 02/22/2017
Anyone else out there ttc with long cycles?!? I'm on day 57 right now... no after and not preggers 😢 I has a miscarriage last cycle at 6 weeks along. I keep praying I'm pregnant again but not seeing 2 lines. Anyone relate? Feeling sad and alone 😢😢