Out this month

Started my period a couple days ago. I'm still pretty upset about I cried for the first time since we've been TTC. I just really was hoping to be pregnant for christmas. I don't know. Its only been the third month that we have been trying and I know a lot of people have been trying way longer then we have. I just really wanted it to happen I wanted our Christmas miracle. But we still got next month to try. Happy foreveryine that got there Christmas miracle.