Got a call this morning from my docs office scheduling my C-Section. The one my doctor hadnt talked to me about yet. I knew from the triage nurse yesterday that it would be up for discussion at my appointment tomorrow but i was so caught off gaurd that they were going ahead and scheduling it before anything was discussed with me. They did apologize for not knowing i didnt know it was coming but it still shocked the hell out of me. Im highly disappointed that this is happening as i had wanted to have a vaginal birth. So now im trying to deal with the new flood of emotion and i have no one really to relate to in my support circle.