Ladies I'm so sad right now. I have a almost 7 month old, we planned it and I love it, being a mommy its the best thing ever. BUT its like having a ball and chain I can't do anything, she comes with me everywhere. There is only 1 person that can help out with babysitting which is my mom(she doesn't have a steady schedule). I don't do what I use to for work because after insurance and other benefits then day care I would be paying to work. So I watch my nephew making pennies to the dollar. I clean a building that i use to work at, my moms and my mother in laws house. I do this all with my daughter. We are literally doing this by our self im OK with that. I have so much on my mind I can't even type what I want to. I just wish I had more help with baby that's all. Like I said I'm just a tad depressed right now. I feel horrible thinking like that because she is the best thing that's ever happened to me. My old employer keeps bugging me to help them out but I can't, no sitter. OK I guess I'm done. Have a good night ladies !!