I have cuts all over both my thighs from earlier this year when I was in a very dark place because of my depression. When I wear shorts or bikini bottoms, they're easily seen even though they've mostly faded. People look at them and ask me what they are. Or they'll just look at them and look at me saying nothing. Should I be ashamed? I'm starting to feel like I did something I shouldn't have. I totally regret it, but I hate when people look at me like I'm trashy or something just because they don't take self harm seriously or find it to be "ridiculous" 😞