I don't even know

Kourtney
Okay ladies I had a stillborn at 30 weeks nov 8th! Now I'm just so confused I don't even know if I want to start trying to have another baby and I'm no longer with the father but still want a baby. This new man in my life is soooo good for me and he is older and wants a baby like yesterday but I'm not over what happened to me and my ex and our baby and I'm letting it get in the way of letting this new guy in. Any advice??