So fed up

I'm 39 weeks today I lost some of my plug I'm having on off contractions that don't really pick up for over a week. I'm so tired as they wake me in the night all tonight I've been up n down with diarrhoea. Really want to have the baby before Xmas day as I'm so uncomfortable and fed up I'm measuring 42 weeks. I've tried everything to kick start labour walks sex curry hot bath nothing is working but I'm getting all the signs he's coming soon so frustrated just want to cry