this boy is a beyond piece of sh*tt!

I'm young, i'm 18 and i go to college for nursing, i recently start really liking this little boy (i'm gonna call him that cause that's what he is) and i got pregnant. We both decided to have an abortion because i have way to many problems right and money is way to tight and he has his own shit going on. Let me tell you, this guy bullshit me all the way! he acted like he was gonna be there for me, i told him many times "you don't have to talk to me, if you don't want too" and he kept saying no no no it's cool i wanna talk to you. i had an abortion on monday, the night b4 that, he texting me asking what time is it and i just called instead so we can have better communication with eachother because 1) i really fucking liked him and care for him 2) i'm pregnant with his kid. He told me he wanted to take me to the appointment, and wait with me but he couldn't make promises because he had to help his mom. cool whatever ( i guess he really serious about this and us) of course he didn't came. monday came, had an abortion. he talked to me for a little and the next day, completely ignored me. i had to text him to see what's he was doing, he talked for a little and completely ignored me again, shit happened with my mom last night so i called him cause i felt like i could turn to him, he didn't answer his phone but answer his text "i'm busy, i'm going to new jersey to talk to my cousin real quick" bullshit and still didn't answer my text Today night came and i just lost my shit because 1 he's not even asking if i'm ok or do i need anything and 2 he basically lied to me so i could get an abortion. (i don't have screen shots because i deleted the text like an idiot) but i basically told him to be straight up with me and tell me how he really feels because he was talking shit and couldn't back it up. and he said "you know how i feel don't act and i'm busy" i wasn't trying to hear it because i know when somebody is blowing you off so all i said "fuck it" and he didn't reply. I AM HURT AND SOOOO ANGRY to the point i don't even want my phone anymore, i just wanna hide and fucking cry all day because how can somebody just do you like that? i don't know what to do.