Watching friends get pregnant

Stephanie
Hello everyone,
First let me say how sorry I am for everyone who has lost their baby. I know first hand what that feels like. There's nothing comparable.
To those of you who have lost, have you ever found yourself feeling extremely sad when your close friends and family members tell you that they are pregnant? Tonight was the first time someone close to me told me they were pregnant since my miscarriage. Instead of instant joy, I immediately felt like bursting into tears. I know that this is a wonderful blessing, but I can't help but just feel heartbroken 💔 my friend wanted to get together for lunch to discuss her maternal bliss, and all I wanted to do is lock myself in a room and cry.
Is what I am feeling normal? Or have I turned into a bitter person? Any advice would be appreciated on how to handle these feelings. Thank you