my SIL is pregnant

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my sister-in-law is pregnant, and I had a miscarriage in November. we planned to tell the whole family on Christmas. I am JEALOUS. I'm just asking for prayers to keep it together for Christmas, as I'm not close to this side of my family.

I needed to vent- I'm about to explode with feelings, and I'm so not comfortable with showing any of that.

sure, let's discuss epidurals and birth plans at the table. that's great.

:(