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We've all been here. Every single one of us women...

We have all been here. Wondering. Waiting. Thinking, "well maybe..." and not knowing for sure.

Women's bodies are very complex. From one month to the next, we are supposed to release an egg viable for pregnancy. As we all know that doesn't always happen that way. And if you have unprotected sex at ANY point, you are at risk for pregnancy.

And it sucks. Seriously.

I hate the waiting game.

I normally bleed all the time. And when my bleeding has stopped in the past, it was because I was pregnant. Again, my bleeding has stopped. So I'm like "greeeeat. The waiting game once again!"

I'm not looking to conceive. And I cannot take the mandatory birth control because of complications with my body.

Yes. And condoms suck. And I am also an idiot.

So now I'm in the "waiting game". Two weeks of taking non-stop tests, holding the flashlight to the test that I'm holding in my other hand, looking for even the faintest line to see if I actually am pregnant.

And when I get a negative, I still wonder if I am.

"Do I need to retest in a couple days?? My boobs hurt. They never hurt!! I'm nauseas at some smells, and extremly tired. But could that be just because I'm paranoid or early stages of pregnancy? Or am I just pmsing???!"

We have all been here. And it sucks.

Men don't have to go through this. They don't have to wonder.

At this moment I dislike <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> for eating that damn apple.

As you can see my test is negative. But I still am wondering if I could be because my constant bleeding has stopped.

So here I am. Stuck again. In the damn "waiting game"

Might also help if I took the test properly with fmu....

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