I'm out this month like I have been last 2years it never ever gets easier the only difference this month was we had our first try with <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> Icsi and it's failed! Me and my fiancé are heartbroken but now need to put smiles upon our faces for Christmas how it's gonna be impossible! I can't take the heartache depression and stress feel physically drained just can't stop crying!