TTC or not

My husband and I have been living together for about 10 months now. And he knows I want a baby , but he keeps telling me that he also wants one but just not now!  I had to ask him yesterday did he wjaculate inside of me during the time before cuz I couldn't feel anything and he said no. I have explained to him already that I will be 30 soon and I don't want to go on running after kids when I won't have stamina. He just doesn't understand. I hate my life currently. I see everyone getting pregnant and all with cute kids and I am just getting depressed more and more.