Merry Christmas to me! I got a bfp on the 23rd, and despite my hesitation, I told my family on Christmas day because I didn't know when I would see everyone in person again until next Christmas (they were thrilled, there were tears).

But today, at 3wk6days, I'm so nervous this isn't going to stick. I've had a chemical pregnancy before. I've been recently diagnosed with PCOS after trying for a while and no luck. This was my first round on Clomid. It's super early, but I don't really have any symptoms. I'm worried that I'll be calling my family up in a few days to tell them that the little bean didn't stick.

I'm not sure if this is how everyone feels in the very beginning of a pregnancy, but I'm honestly so nervous that I'm not even happy yet. Tomorrow I'll be 4 weeks even and praying that my HCG went up significantly enough to start looking towards the next appointment and officially call myself pregnant.

Wish me luck with the HCG test tomorrow, and I'd welcome any morning sickness to let me know this is real!