😡😢😢 Idk what to do

So I had my doctor appointment today and when I had my ultrasound months ago I didn't want to find out what we were having and we made it so far but this nurse says so how is she doing today 😳😥 I'm like who then she looked at me and said the baby 👶🏽 I'm so sad i want her fired because it says in my folder I don't want to know and she just ruined it for me and my husband I'm so mad and sad rt now....