I need someone to talk to. I have PCOS with very irregular/non existent periods. Last month I was put on Progesterone 400mg and bed time. Because of the PCOS my fiancé feels like we will never get pregnant so any kind of symptom I get he just blows it off. My family doesn't know my fiancé and I are ttc (except for my one aunt) and the friends I have are too busy with their own babies to really sit down and chat.

I feel really different this month. A week before Christmas I got majorly sick but I felt better after and haven't felt sick since. My boobs have been sore for the past few weeks. Been a little more tired than usual. I'm having weird cramp like pains but they do not feel like my normal af cramps. Just noticed tonight if I bend over my right hip hurts like I worked out but I've just been sitting on my butt for the past couple of days. My lower stomach feels "heavy" when I bend over and lay on my side. My lower back hurts. My face doesn't know if it wants to clear up or break out.

I took a test on Christmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a> but I think it was defective since the control line didn't show up right away. Also I can just be sitting there and I get so hot I have to strip into something lighter.

I'm confused and don't know who to talk to. I go to see my new obgyn on the 11th but the wait is proving to be unbearable.

Please don't judge I'm having a hard enough time as it is. I just need advice. Thank you in advance.