nerves?

I'm very squeamish with my stomach (for some odd reason that I don't even understand) and I'm a ftm thats due January 21st. I was just curious if there's other mamas who've been squeamish too, how they've dealt with it or anything. I seriously have no idea how I'm gonna handle giving birth or anything 😔 I'm beyond terrified! :/ Need all the help I can get! Thank you in advance!! 💕