1st miscarriage

Caitlyn • 33, Mother to 7 beautiful children 💗💙👼💙👼👼💗
I experienced my first miscarriage a month ago. We lost the baby at 7 weeks. I didn't realize how harsh the emptiness would feel and how many emotions would just wave over me. I haven't really talked to anyone about it except my husband. I just want to keep to myself. I feel like this is the only way I'm gonna feel some what sane. Honestly all the hugs and condolences make me feel like I'm drowning. I know people mean well. But it's almost too much to look everyone in the face without breaking down. Am I stupid to feel this way? Does anyone else feel the same?