how do women deal with PCOS?

Rikkia
I'm 27 years old and I have PCOS. I probably been wanting to have a child since I probably was younger. Now that I'm getting older and I still haven't had a child it's like, I want one even more. In on birth control pills just so I can have periods because if I'm not on them then I won't have a period.  I'm not a fan of birth control pills never really took them even when I was younger. I just hate pills! I had ovarian cysts removed and now I'm stuck with PCOS. I want a child but it seems very far.My boyfriend has kids and sometimes I feel like something is missing for us to grow stronger. I think a kid will bring us closer but with my personal issues with my body I don't think I'll ever be able to conceive.