i don't know who else to talk to. i feel so angry all freaking day especially at my SO. he's trying so hard to make me happy and to be there for me and i can barely look at him. i feel like i'm ruining our relationship and stressing myself out way too much but idk what to do. i'm tired of crying and tried of lashing out. i don't know how to explain my feelings to him because i don't even understand them half the time. i just want a safe pregnancy and to restore our happy home. but i feel like i'm causing all the problems.