Missing you

Verdine
Not a day goes by that I don't think about you. It's still hard to believe that you are gone it still doesn't seem real. I keep wishing that I would wake up and still feel you kicking away inside of me. I miss you so much. I am trying to find comfort in the fact that you will never have to face the troubles of this world but it doesn't matter because you are not going to get to experience all the love we have for you. This is not fair. I really wish I could get a reset button and go back to November 4th when you were still here with me. Rest well my sleeping angel please continue to watch over mommy and daddy because I'm not doing so well without you