found out I can't have children

Carly • Sat, Dec 31 • Due on 9/11/17

I'm 19 turning 20 and have always wanted children. Me and my boyfriend have been together since we were 13. We both want a baby like mad. I've been going back and forth with the doctors and they told me I might never be able to have children. I just feel like giving up having a really down day today