NYE. TWW.

So we aren't big drinkers over here. Just on "special occasion" Last year I opted out of drinking bc it was in the middle of my ttw and I didn't want to do anything to screw that up. A few days later I got my period. I was slight annoyed. This year I'm in the middle of my ttw yet again on New Years eve. I really would like to have a few beers and be a social smoker but I'm so damn paranoid "what if this month is the month" grrrrrr.

((ttc 17 months now))